It's like training for this race doesn't count for much because I still feel like I'll... -I can't say the word- anyway.
How does one come this far with a blindfold on, only to take it off to see nothing but the same darkness as with the blindfold? How does one with so much prospects and ambition effortlessly remain on the same spot with nothing but ideas that vanish into thin air as she zones back in?
'Do it now' was the message for today from the little book my mother gave me. Do what? I asked myself.
Do all I can do, perhaps?
Perhaps.
Irene, You'll be ok. I often get bombarded with worries and self doubt too buh I've learnt and I'm still learning to Take each day one step at a time. I always remind myself of something I read awhile ago about trusting God in the darkness for just enough light to see where to place my next footstep and stop trying to peer too far ahead into the darkness and in so doing miss my step and fall.
ReplyDeleteLove your blog. It's relateable :)!